I was involved around 2010 at the Desteni-farm in South Africa.

Desteni is a typical internet new-age cult that got attention by channeling famous people claiming to be able to channel or “portal” anything in existence starting back in 2007. Behind the scenes was apparently a short bald grumpy man that was the real message behind the portal. Here we take a look at this in more detail starting with a timeline.

Timeline of TechnoTutor and Desteni

-1995: Ferdi Poolman, the brother of Bernard, founds a company called 4 blind mice studio in South Africa. The software is used in readers are leaders a program to improve reading skills for children. Ferdi has nothing to do with the intentions Bernard had with this software that he had made no contribution to. The only agreement was that Bernard would help sell this software.

-2000: The companies World Read, wake-up-genius education and power education are founded in the name of Bernard Poolman. Apparently then already convincing parents to buy the software that was worth around 30 dollars for 1000+ dollars and had stolen the software from Bernard’s brother now operating with a sales pitch mainly from Bernard’s secretary.

-2000-2007: the group before Desteni was a group into meditation with the use of xtc and was into demonology. The income came from selling this stolen software, convincing parents their children would need it to have a future justifying the pricing. The selling of this software was also the “work” Sunette/Susan Spies was doing before becoming the “portal”.

– 2007: Desteni is founded, the product is on Desteni’s website with the name vocabulary purifier.  Desteni website then later re-named “Quantum Vocabulary Builder” sold via a site maintained by Cameron Cope of Desteni Education. The same software now appears to be TechnoTutor. Zecharia Sitchin was on the Desteni website. Which explains the fantasy of the reptilians creators of the human race.

– 2010: The SRA program was started with a standard pyramid money scheme, containing muscle testing in combination with a variation of Dianetics, the pseudo-scientific ideas and practices of non other than L. Ron Hubbard.

-2013: TechnoTutor is founded, the name was thought up by Matti Freeman. Kate(Katherine) Conklin the wife of Cameron Cope has it to her name. The organization doesn’t mention Desteni, but are still believing and spreading Desteni propaganda with as a front a ruthless moneymaking scheme with outdated software and big promises of genius level children and becoming rich. The intentional high pricing gives the victims “skin in the game” and every buyer is transformed into a promoter and seller of the software and the TT program.

-2020: Self-perfected is created as a facebook group. They organize meetings for hundreds of dollars per person(including children) holding people in the belief they are going to be rich.

-Nowadays windows 11 live caption is better than anything to learn language in text. You run windows? No? Then don’t game.

Desteni’s Self Forgiveness

More or less the only tool in Desteni thought by Bernard Poolman. Members are told to repeat and even to write out separately the following:

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed that…”

This practice in the group is a perversion of Christian confession where instead to god you confess to self(and the group as it is done publicly a lot). In essence you are retrospectively confessing to a conscious action of accepting and allowing (guilt) and in the same line absolving you from the guilt of doing that. This is what also gives a sense of relief of your self submitted guilt. Even though it is also thought that you need to walk an experience to complete the process of change, it is a self created problem(guilt) and solving of that problem(forgiving self for it) which creates the effect of relief from the ‘removal’ of guilt.

The “process” of desteni is an endless becoming of the concept of self(which you already and is fine). you create a self “program” that can now give things to you. Creating the problem you try to solve.

Desteni uses self forgiveness to program self.

For me it insanity is the idea that you are god, in any shape or form implicit or explicit. That to me is insanity. The ultimate form of self centeredness. Observing correctly you are in the whole, in god, in all. And you are whole as matter which we do not know the limit of. Therefore it is completely redundant to observe or have a “perspective” from any “point” of view.