IF you don’t know what to do, then don’t do anything.

This principle is not my own. You ask for forgiveness first.

If the God(just something so high as in unknown, you and me don’t understand) allows it, then of course you will be forgiven.

If not, why not? What do you feel guilty about?

And then, what are you going to do about that, referring to the guilt you feel. That is where self honesty is restored for you.

Jorn