Throughout the posts on my blog and who I listened to in my life comes through some clarity as to what takes precedence when it comes to the human condition.

However you want to turn it or run it, we as a species have become increasingly specialized in a very short time frame. Impulses are fired off by imprinted shorts and symbols.

The world around us is labeled and objectified into things that already mean something, without looking at all. Still there is a search for the new and the unknown, which we also sort of already known or expect as we base it on that what we already know. We extend that which we want more of and what we have stored in memory is what we think we want and need more of.

An endless search as we adjust and reimagine everytime we experience. We say we look for our “self” or to find our “self” and some claim to actually have. I don’t know what is worse to have found it or to endlessly seek it. Neither are necessary in any case.

Constantly seeking to feed on memory and experience is what essentially blocks you from seeing anything at all in the here and now. To see spatially as in what is here now together dynamically, comes first anyway. Logically, rationally speaking.

Practically it isn’t like that at all. We first consider and give importance and attention to the symbolic world of meaning and interpretation and then maybe to whether that can be found or something can be found that can represent that in the real world.

A backwards way of thinking that goes so fast that the world is gone before you know it.